Hello, everyone! Welcome to my blog/website, simply called It's Leander. This is my little home on the Internet, where I share my life, thoughts, experiences and all the things I love. Thank you for visiting my blog! Feel free to drop me a line and say 'hi'! - Much love, Leander

Dec 19 2014

I deserve it!

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Hello everyone! How are you all doing?

My goodness, it’s been a while since I posted a blog! I have been without a computer for a week!! That’s because my precious MacBook Pro is in a coma. The cooling fan is not working properly, which caused my hard drive to die. Luckily I backed up important files, like for my blog and stuff, but all other files are basically gone for good.

The cooling fan and hard drive can be replaced, which is a good thing, but I have to check how much that will cost.

So, with my MacBook Pro being in a (temporary) coma, I have a new desktop computer. A Mac Mini! Yay!

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A Mac Mini is a little desktop computer with a shit load of power inside. All that needs to be done is connect a monitor, a keyboard and a mouse. And that’s all! I had a PC with second hand hardware inside, but that was giving me so much problems I stopped using it. I was working only my MacBook Pro.

With the Mac Mini that I have right now, I can continue working with OS X and enjoy the familiar and user friendly operating system from Apple! And I am loving it! It has 4GB of memory, with 500GB of space and a 2,5 GHz Intel Core i5 processor. Not bad, right? Okay, I don’t know much about processors and stuff, but my dad informed me it’s quite a fast one. My MacBook only had 2GB of RAM and a 250GB hard drive space.

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Right now I am installing my most used software, which takes quite a lot of time, but that’s okay! It’s nice to have a fresh new computer again. I will also be able to properly edit my vlogs and stuff.

This month I have been spoiled by Santa Clause, also known as mom and dad! Besides my fabulous new Mac Mini, I also have the new iPhone 6 Plus! What a beast that is! With 64GB of space I can put on as many songs I like and record lots of videos too! A big thank you to Father Christmas (aka mom and dad) for making me happy and putting a smile on my face.

You know what annoys me, tho? Many of you know that the past couple of years have been a roller coaster ride with lots of ups and downs, depression, etc. Those who have been following my vlogs know about it. Besides my parents there aren’t a lot of people who have been showing much support and comfort. People who are close to me. And right now when I get something new and exciting, certain people are talking about it behind my back in a negative tone, and I am not having it. Sure, I don’t care what others think, but why start worrying about me when I get something that is kinda rewarding, when there was no worries about me from people when I was having a couple of years of set backs in life? I was pretty annoyed by it yesterday, but I won’t let it get to me. I spoke to my parents about it earlier and I am just gonna let it slide.

After all the ups and downs, setbacks, stress, depression, I deserve some happiness! Even if it’s with materialistic stuff. I mean, what do you care, right? They are things that I get great joy of using, for web and graphic designing and video editing and stuff. I mean, why should I even explain this.

Anyway, enough about that! I am glad that I am able to blog again properly. I could post blogs from my iPhone, but I am used to blogging on a computer. Much easier and faster. I am so excited!

I hope everyone is enjoying their holiday month. And I hope everyone is doing well! I am going to continue installing stuff on my new computer. I will be back again real soon with updates and stuff! Ta-ta for now and much love to you all!

Dec 6 2014

December selfies

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Hello, everyone! How are you doing? I hope you’re doing well!

I had a selfie session the last couple of days and I want to share it with you. A selfie slut’s duty never ends! LOL.

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Dec 4 2014

Madonna for Versace

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Oh my God! Queen Madonna for Versace! Looking flawless, people! Just absolutely gorgeous! Check it out! I am sure more images will surface real soon, but loving these two so far.

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Dec 3 2014

Lyrics: Rebel Heart & Wash All Over Me

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Hello, my fellow Madonna lovers! Here are the lyrics to the two new leaked Madonna demos for Rebel Heart and Wash All Over Me! If you had the chance to get a little sneak peek, what did you think?

I am really excited for the new record! I hope it will be released real soon. I hope it will also be released on vinyl, because you know, I am a vinyl junkie! Anyway, check out the lyrics!

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Rebel Heart

I lived my life like a masochist
Hearing my father say: “Told you so, told you so”
“Why can´t you be like the other girls?”
I said: “Oh no, that’s not me and I don’t think that it’ll ever be”

Thought I belong to a different tribe, walking alone,
Never satisfied, satisfied
Tried to fit in but it wasn´t me,
I said: “Oh no, I want more, that´s not what I´m looking for”

So I took the road less travelled by
And I barely made it out alive
Through the darkness somehow I survived
Tough love, I knew it from the start
Deep down in the depth of my rebel heart, of my rebel heart

I spent some time as a narcissist
Hearing the other say: “Look at you, look at you”,
Trying to be so provocative
I said: “Oh yeah, that was me”
All the things I did just to be seen

Outgrown my past and
I´ve shed my skin
Letting it go and I´ll start again, start again
Never look back
It´s a waste of time, I said: “Oh yeah, this is me”
And I´m right here where I wanna be
I said: “Hell yeah! This is me”
Right where I´m supposed to be

So I took the road less travelled by
And I barely made it out alive
Through the darkness somehow I survived
Tough love, I knew it from the start
Deep down in my Rebel Heart

So I took the road less travelled by
And I barely made it out alive
Through the darkness somehow I survived
Tough love, I knew it from the start
Deep down in the depth
Of my Rebel heart
Of my Rebel heart
Of my Rebel Heart
Of my Rebel Heart…

Wash All Over Me

In a world that’s changing
I’m a stranger in a strange land
There’s a contradiction
And I’m stuck here in between

Life is a like a desert,
An oasis… too confusing
So I walk this razors edge
Will I stand or will I fall

Turned a blind eye
Tried to pretend that nothing is what it seems
Torn between the impulse to stay or running away with from this madness

Who am I to decide what should be done?
If this is the end then let it come

Let it come, let it rain
Let it rain, rain all over me
Like the tide, let it go
Let it wash all over me

Over me, let it wash all over me
Over me, let it wash all over me

All of my illusions
Could be shattered in a second
You could thread a needle
With a tear drop from my eye

It’s a cruel injustice
To be witness to the things i see
Looking for the answer
When it’s right in front of me

From the tower of Babylon
Where nothing is what it seems
Gonna watch the sun going down
I’m not gonna run from all this sadness

Who am I to decide what should be done?
If this is the end then let it come

Let it come, let it rain
Let it rain, rain all over me
Like the tide, let it go
Let it wash all over me

Over me, let it wash all over me
Over me, let it wash all over me

Dec 3 2014

My dead computer??

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What’s up, everyone! Here’s another vlog! I’m having computer problems that I am trying to get fixed. But I don’t know what to do. Anyway, enjoy the randomness of my so called life!

I hope everyone is doing great! Let me know in the comments how you are, if you would like to share. Ta-ta for now!